Never did I thought na magpapaloko pa ako sa LOKONG yun! Nainis
tuloy ako sa sarili ko! Why did I have to fall for that guy? Besides being manloloko, he's a bit of a klypto too! Ssshhh! Waaak! Fallen for a klyptomaniac!
Eeeks! Uy, joke lang! Arte ko lang yun! I've got nothing to do with it.
I believe he has changed. From the time he joined the Divine Mercy (a religious
org), who won't be transformed from complete evilness to a goody-goody angel?
What can I say, he might have changed...well, at least a bit. Kasi nakita ko
yun the way niya akong pinansin! And ang tanga ko talaga! I gave
him a big "NGYEK" as a reply sa greeting niya! Gulays talaga! Ako pa REYNA NG SABLAY ATA AKO! I wish he was my close friend. I want to understand him. Nobody says he was a best-friend material. Admit it...he is cute, he had braces or retainer or whatever I don't care. He turned out to be cuter pa wearing those. He was wearing a cap, a jacket at naka skateboard pants pa siya ha?! He's punkish too and he loves computer! like me...

Another thing, I was with a friend. I suppose she knew and it was obvious how I reacted after. As in napalingon talaga ako sa kanya. Half of my body twisted and turned back at him as he passed by. My prob? Can't keep it real! I think I was the only gurl whom he thought Maldita or Snobby. Stop it! my conscience it making me deaf!

I ain't born to flirt! I've got no plans on flirting with him just to catch his attention! Ang totoo, I want him to notice me, but not through flirting. Hate it. If possible? I wouldn't do it just to make his head turn. But honestly? I want to get to know him. The REAL him. I suppose he's not another empty cookie jar na ala nanaman akong makuha sa kanya kundi luha, kasi nga alang laman yung cookie jar di ba?

Tanong ko lang sana sa mga makakabasa nitong post ko. Pwede niyo akong mabigyan ng advice on how to get closer to this guy I fancy? And he happens to be one of those people whom I really wanted to avoid everytime we meet.

Since this is always the most awaited time of the year, I'm making the most out of it. Family and friends and I would never forget our corny reunions with our relatives. The Christmas lights flickering in our city park. And endless greetings! How could I forget gifts! Even the simpest gift can make me feel that it's christmas! At first I thought that it was hopeless to make christmas FUN and memorable. But I did realized that it was an individual's choice if he wants to make is Christmas merry. despite the problems and misunderstandings between you and the world, Christmas will be there, come what may! Making my christmas happy is my choice. If I choose to be depressed this christmas then it's my own decision. But since I'm UP and GOING, why make it gloomy when you can make it happy??

I just lost sa laro kahapon. Just when I thought mananalo na si Angel sa laro niya kanina hindi pala. Naging melodramatic tuloy ang tema. Think about this, hindi ako nagpractice. Tapos mananalo lang ako?! 'Di tama yun sa mga ibang athletes. I prayed so hard yesterday. Na sana manalo ako, since the tournament offers a academic scholarship para sa mga makakakuha ng GOLD. I lost I only got bronze. It's okay 'coz Honey and Janine got GOLD for the team! Their so great. Honey was just...umm...over reacting over the fact that she's not ayus with Rigil, one of our team mates. We Jins all know why it's BAWAL to be in love with our fellow jin. Hay bahala sila.

So anyway, after drinking lots of Red Bull and a whole bunch of prayers, I couldn't imagine myself being crushed by their attacks. jeez no black eyes here! My classmates knew this was for them. Kaya siguro 'di sila masyadong nag-react. Nakita ko si Alvin kanina, wow pretty in red...hehe. I cried so hard for my matches. I'm too scared! Like my enemies were whoa! Grabe!

Manang Keith was there too. She inspired me to DO it! I had to fight back and give my Herculian Kicks ! Before my first match she called out on me and looked at me straight in the eye. Then she nodded. I knew what she meant. It's Do or Die. Two things to decide, I fight and lose or lose without fighting. Actually it was a good thing that I won my first match. My next match was Tin-tin. I knew that ir my opponent would talk to me I'd lose. Well, she did. And I lost just as I have expected. It was more okay than seeing Ong beat me dead on the mat. (Ong beat me once in the new face TKD match in Gaisano). After my defeat, I swore that I wouldn't play again. That there was no chance for me in winning my upcoming matches. No one could tell if I could grab gold on my next match! I'm gonna fight back!