Saturday, January 28, 2006

8:49 PM

Dinagyang Gold Medalist

Wee! I won yesterday at the "1st Dinagyang Taekwondo Invitational Tournament". I am so happy! I thanked GOD I won GOLD ! I could not believe it! I was playing the Junior Women-Bantam Weight category. But you have to know what happened even before the real fight began. (the pic on the left side isn't me, it's one of my idols'-Monsour del Rosario's pics)

Last friday, we had our student's day in school. I played the guitar on stage for the first time in front of hoards of people. I got a lot mistakes, but in the end Jane won the title. I was just tasked to play a song for her talent. She sang kasi. Then, I was supposed to go home, but I decided to stopover at Angel's. I saw Sir Victor there (he's our Taekwondo instructor) with the TKD kids. Angel was sitting with Djanua (they're my TKD pals). They looked at me with disappointment. They told me something that I would never like. I thought I knew what it was...but I was wrong. Sir Victor had a conversation with my co-athletes and guess what he told them? Image hosting by TinyPic

"You know what? Where's Niña? She's been practicing for months. One of the longest players in the club. Yet, I saw no improvements. Totally the pits. I guess she's not the "Warrior" type." -in other words...a L.O.S.E.R

And that hurts.

I don't feel the need for playing anymore, since the day after friday is saturday, and saturday is tournament day. It lowered my self esteem. Image hosting by TinyPic

Nawalan ako ng ganang mag-praktis. I almost cried in front of him. Imagine, he said those words behind my back! I took me a night to recover, at least half of the pain. Image hosting by TinyPic

I'm an emotional teen. I cry over sad ads on TV and would tale off my hankie every heartbreaking movie. So would I not emote to what he said? I respect him as an instructor, so I don't have the right to nag him back. I swore na ipapakain ko sa kanya ang mga sinabi niya! I was that mad! I couln't control my feelings that I went to my room, took Murdah, my guitar, off its case and start to strum my tears away. I played the song "Pagsubok" revived by Kitchie Nadal. Then the feeling just won't leave. How can you resist what he said? I got so mad. I couldn't control my feelings, that I dropped down and cried. I cried and cried. Until my parents got worried. My Mom knew what happened. She told my Dad and felt bad for me too. They felt my frustration and led me in front of the altar to pray for tomorrow's event: "The 1st Dinagyang Taekwondo Invitational Tournament".

Then, first thing in the morning, my Dad woke me up at around 4:30 am. Image hosting by TinyPic

I got dressed and ate my breakfast too early in the morning. Then my Dad said we'll go to church to hear the first mass. I prayed and prayed and prayed, not only for me but also for Angel. I wanted her to win against Christine (a player from Sta. Barbara).

My Mom and Dad wished me luck before I jumped off to our team transportation service. I can still hear what my Sir Victor said playing on my head over and over again! I couldn't think of anything worse than that (Well except losing). 'Di kami nagpapansisnan sa loob ng sasakyan. Wala lang...I just wasn't ready to talk to him after he said those words behind my back. We arrived sa venue, in Gaisano Iloilo, I bought Candymag ate french fries (which is bawal), and immediately changed to my TKD uniform or DoBuk is what we call it as.

My fight was "fight #136". Matagal pa. Nagtipid pa ako ng pera. I spent P28 for lunch! Kaya mo yun?

So nung tinawag na nung Emcee yung pangalan ko. I was in red armor. My opponent was from Antique, Iloilo. Her name was Angeli, and everyone around us were on her side, except for the Passinhons whose on the left side. Shouting their heads out! "Go Niña, go Niña!" Wow, first round score 1-1, second, 1-1 again! Ooh Gosh! Nagalit pa si Sir. I just imagined that I wasn't galit with him. I listened to every word he says. He's the boss, he knows. I was off to a "Sudden-death" match! Angel said her knees felt weak, because she knew that I had never been to a sudden death match. One who hits the armor first wins. I thought about what Sir Victor said and Kicked Kicked Kicked! Until the jurors heard the bang of my opponent's armor. I won! Whoo!

My second round went well too, even though my enemy hit my "groin" twice! Ouch! She was a beginner. Pretty good performance for a newbie! I hope she was okay. I won against her too. First round score, 0-2 (I was two), 1-3 (I was three). I yelled to loud. Some of the Sta. Barbara Jins cheered for me. Except Mark I think. Didn't see him cheering. But it was okay. Deadma...Don't care 'bout him naman e. He might just make me feel bad about myself. I'm not really sure why...

So anyway, I proved to my instructor that he was wrong, that I was a WARRIOR. That I could tell him that my practice pays off. That he doesn't waste his time on me. Then then just now, we were rewarded by 100 squat thrusts and a yell. He scolded us for being late and for not bowing. Hiyang Hiya kami...

I'm just grateful that I wouldn't be out of place when I'm with the "Browns" (family name nila Angel, Honey at Bords). They were all medalists, GOLD medalist to be exact. God gave me confidence by bringing me a special gift...and that was my very first gold medal. Image hosting by TinyPic

7:41 PM

1st Question Answered!

Name: patz
Life and Love Problems? i hate my ex-bestfriend. why? coz she didnt keep any of her words. she said that she'll never leave me but she did. can you imagine? she let go of me..and it makes me sad.

Hey Patz, Iya here! I understand you. And if I was to be frustrated by my BESTfriend, I'd feel bad about it. But you know what? Everything happens for a reason (I know it's a cliche), there must be some BIG reason why she left you. Uhm may I ask you sis? How long have you been together as BESTFRIENDS? The longer the relationship the more clued-up you are about her. And you may identify whatever reason she has why she left you. Is it a boy? Some sort of misunderstanding? Another question pa Sis Patz, did she transfer to another school, place, somewhere out of your sight (I mean the literal meaning of leaving you), or she left you behind (I mean she forgot about you, iniiwasan ka niya and act as if ayaw ka na niya maging BestF)?

If she transferred to another place far away from you, Sis it's time to realize that it's a test. God challenges your friendship. Don't let "Distance" mess up your friendship. Talk to her/him online, send her/him letters (the usual advice). Technology advances, you'll never know it could take you back to her. Besides I knew a lot of my friends whose gone far away from me. We're still close. And Everytime each one returns, I gained lots of loots! Heehee. but forget about it, what matters is you've had your time. Give yourselves time to miss each other. Too much of something is too awful, bad for your friendship.

But...if the case is betrayal, then that's too hard to handle. You're confused, should you forgive her, after lying to our face, telling you unkept promises? You're only human you can't just forgive and forget everything in a blink of an eye. Give yourself time to reflect on "YOU" for a while. That means without her. Think of every moment both of you have shared, then after, ask yourself...should I just let go of her/him, despite her/him letting go of me? Same thing goes for boyfriends. If yes, then it's time to move on. If NO, tell he/him how hard it is without him. It's not that you beg that she/he comes back but you'll just have to show to her/him how "SAYANG" naman kung magkakalimutan nalang kayo. If she/he refuses to come back, then theres nothing more that you can do but to accept it. After all you've tried your best shot in telling him/her the truth. More will come. Yun nga lang sayang kung magkakahiwalay nalang kayo as friends. Sayang talaga. Pero kung yun ang gusto niya, we can't convince her/him to make-up with you as bestfriends. Talk things out. But be sure to find the good words to say okay? Like, "if you leave, I'll feel bad and it won't be easy to recover. you've been my friend since (insert date when your guys got together as BEstfriends). I'm sure it won't be the same for me if you leave." Medyo senti ang dating, but if you wanna win him/her back, you've got to learn to step-back and bawasan yung pride.

Good Luck sis!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

7:28 PM

Goodness!

Haay, thank goodness, I could post again.

Actually I just took the time from our research period so that I could post. Biro niyo guys, it took me the whole 30 mins to finish one, and only ONE test questionnaire from a section! Goodness!

Ba't ba ang labo talaga nito? I've got a bunch of things to do at home and in school!Di pa kasama yung sa taekwondo practices ko every afternoon (kasi I was asked by Sir Victor to handle the kids for now, busy din siya e). I was thinking...am I too young for responsibilities? Or am I just lazy doing all those stuff. Oh please give me a break!
I was so glad that I could post again. I mean with all those in and outs that I've been doing, who says I couldn't take a break. Even for just the remaining 30 mins of my research period? I'd take that for a break. Got no time for cleaning my DoBuk, or even washing my backpack. I haven't talked to my Uncle about the payment this saturday or buying the groceries at home. Goodness! And the research work oooh too heavy for my time!
Haay, I think I should escape from all the work here...and stop the whines...
Yesterday, I went jamming with my classmate Zalvin and a bunch of guy friends. I was the only girl, who cares? They told me about those chics that they fancy from the lower years. Goodness, good thing I wasn't mistaken as a lesbian, instead a flirt ahaha! But no flirtin' here! So anyway, I also spilled major secrets of the ahem...first year students who really liked them (well actually too crazy too run after them). Those girls had their passwords in friendster personalized...hehehe. I was told by my "agent" (whoo!), Honey that Sam's (a student from the 1st year) password was Jophil (my guy classmate) and Andz's* (not her real name) email was a combo of her name and Zalvin's. The guys got pissed off, and turned-off for the girls who went boy-crazy. They grumbled and whinned and those insults came. I soon realized that I shouldn't have told them. But they insisted that it was okay if I spilled the beans. For me it wasn't OKAY! I know kalaban sila ng class namin but 'si nangangahulugang ipapahiya ko sila sa mga boys namin. Actually buti nga sa kanila, pero ang masama ako pa ang gumawa ng pag-spill. Sana nga iba nalng yung nag-spill sa boy buds ko ng secretong yun. I'm sure they wanted to know all about it. But for me it wasn't such a big deal? So what if their passwords were their crushes names? I had brent javier's name on my password in an account! Yeah but it was another case. Hehehe
Yikes! Almost 12 pm. GTG. No time for other stories. Dami pa sana akong kwento tungkol sa experiences ko. Ang totoo ito palang yung pinaka-nonsense. Hehe. Pero patikim nalang muna ng mga kwento ko.
There was a major misuderstanding nanaman. Between me and my classmate, na since first year ayaw sa akin. I wonder why. I don't treat her as my enemy. And besides, "you can never please everybody!" If they like me, then maybe there's somebody who might hate me from the group. And that happens to be her. So TTFN! Tata For Now! Mwakz! Sana wala na munang schoolwork ang dumagdag! Goodness!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

12:07 AM

Enjoying BUSY-ness to the max!

No Glory for now. Great it's Sunday.

And I assumed that it would be a busy week for me...my research job drives my piggy bank insane!

Well I admit I enjoyed a bit of the fun. My partner and I were having our late night sessions in front of the photocopier last friday. Gladly, we had it done just yesterday. What could make me happy as of now? Actually, nothing.

Somebody told me I have Arthritis. That's way bad news...effect of my everyday practice in TKD. I love practicing! I just got here from my classmate's place. We made our project ate salad and good food at Jen's
Anyway, I got my article published in the school paper! It was at least, a fun read! Got my name on the header too! Aheeheehee. I'm dying to see "Only You" again. I can't wait till tomorrow!
As of now, I needed to get home "i-m-m-e-d-i-a-t-e-l-y". Need to help Mom with the dishes and need to make my homeworks. (Gosh they're flooding I tell you!) I haven't started yet and it hurts my schedule a bit. Sir V. and Bordie Bunch went to Kawilihan just now. Well swerte naman nila, dami na pera ngayon dami pa oras para sa SAYA! Me? Dapat nga magmumukmok sa bahay, lumabas nanaman sa Shell. Haay ang buhay nga naman parang preso kung minsan. What can I say? That's life!
My leg really aches. Mentioned it, arthritis. I'm too young to have this, this, this whatever! Basta alam ko sakit to ng matatanda. Oh dear. I'm gonna give my parents a lot of headaches again! Nooooo!!! Bunga to ng sobrang praktis! Swerte ko nga dahil medyo namaster na yung punching ko. Kasi pag-may sinusuntok ako parang pahid! Kakainis! Para daw akong kumakatok, suntok ata ng bakla yan! Ahaha! Enough of my punch revelations.
Met my friends here in the cafe and they looked too 'laxed. Not too worried about the long test tomorrow in Adv. Chem. Good for them but truth is tension arrives when nearer. Ako mula pa last week tensyonado na. 'Di nga ako nakapagsimba. Lalaban pa rin sa test kahit pagod. Our periodical exams fires like a bullet kung dumating. Siguro para samin kasi, di namin namamalayan sa sobrang busy.
Ala akong pera ngayon kaya tigil muna the whole week sa pag-ispend ng time sa cafe. Well, except kung may maganda o masamang ibubulga dito sa bloggie ko! Heehee! Money can really be hard to earn worst is easy to spend. Haay, my P90 disappeared like burning cotton. I bought tinapay just a while ago in the supermart, which did not even ate half of my money. What burned my money was my "walang-tigil-na-house-hopping " (meron ba nun?) Hehe. I'm bound to loose my head when I get home! Yikes!
Uwi na ako! Baka 'di lang ulo ang maputol baka pati binti ko! Babayush! I really hope I could read more comments after I arrive in the cafe again! See ya...I'll not be posting for maybe a little time. Since my shool works got me soo busy and my time is really too short for the deadlines of my reports.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

5:43 PM

Running Wild for Adoration

Tumatakbo
Mojofly

"Laging bigo laging sawi sa pag ibig
Minamalas o kay sakit
May balat nga ba ako sa pwet
Mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
Nakakaingit TL ang sweet nila ng
Kaniyang nobyo
Gusto ko lang maranasan umibig
Tamaan ni kupido
Gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
Tumibok muli ang puso ko

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras

May birthday cake ka nga
Ngunit wala naman kandila
May christmas tree na malupet
Wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
Sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
Walang kasing tamlay
Ayoko sanang tumandang nagiisa

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras
Tumatakbo ang oras
Tatanggapin na lang ba ang malupit
Na tadhana o kayay
Tatanggapin na lang ba na akoy
Sadyang hindi pinagpala
Tigilan na ang drama
Punasan na ang luha

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho parang kahapon
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako"

This is my song of the moment. Image hosting by TinyPic

In fact, (nakakahiya mang aminin) as always. 'Di nagbabago yan. Minsan akala ko 'di ko na uli aawitin yan. Ganun pa rin pala.

Yes, I admit I'm always in anxiety when it comes to love. Although there are times when love seems too easy when it comes, walang-wala ka naman kung naiiwan ka, e ang tanong, saan ang easy dun?. Just like what "Tumatakbo" said, I'm left behind. I don't want to grow old without having saombody by my side, (kasi naman ang damng guys diyan na akala ko sila na, 'di pa pala, I asked a sign sa prayers ko, and the sign showed up, but I guess it wasn't true). But know what? I thought about it, I'm too young to have love problems, or to worry about it. It's just this experience, (that happend just yesterday at the tournament). Just when you thought somebody likes you, you fail to realize that he actually likes your close friend instead (You failed to do so, because you were so blind! Huli ko lang kasi nalaman yung mga drop signs niya sa kaibigan ko, na ginagawa niya rin sakin). I was like a dry leaf after I knew (and summed up), that I wasn't the one he really likes. What's frustrating is that I like him na nga, minalas pa. I don't know why. He is my friend. He's there when I needed a little fun. He can give me a bit of comfort too. He makes me smile, and all that.

It's not too hard to decode the drop signs. I got it all figured out...most especially when we're ALL together.
Just like the way he held our hands (my pal and I). After all our matches, my friend and I lost our own matches. But he was KSP enough to congratulate us with our loss. But it was ok though. When he held my hand (first!), he said "congrats" to me and I felt something different from the way he gripped my hand. I dunnow..."I'm just not sanay siguro, when a guy holds my hand-I'm not used to the holding-hands thing. Naiilang ako." But I let go of his hand at once and then after that yung kamay naman nung friend ko yung hinawakan niya (Yung sinasabi ko na type niya), but my friend wants to let go of her hand already, pinigilan pa niya.
Another was yung pangungulet niya. He's just fond of teasing me and my gal pal. He calls us names too. Sakin ung name ng baril dun sa Counter-Strike, tapos yung sa friend ko naman e yung parang panghahanga. Tinatawag niya ako sa name ng baril dahil palagi akong napupuno ng pasa. Most especailly right after our sparing practice. I plead guilty! I do get offended sometimes, but I really don't care, as long as pinapansin niya ako, and that explains that I exist. About his pangungulit, we (my friend and I) noticed that the asaran with my friend would last longer than his asaran with me. You know the truth is my friend and I are not sanay undergoing these love contact with the opposite sex. We do have crushes but it doesn't envolve the both of us in the scene. Kaya 'di namin alam kung anong gagawin. I even think she likes him too. But it's okay, let's face the mundane truth that she might, although she denies it. (oops she might get mad if she reads this, but believe me. She won't). Telling her that I like the guy would be, "total-murder-suicide".
Lastly, I saw him coaching in my friend's game. He was from our TKD sister team (Both our teams have the same co-founders that's why). Kinampihan niya yung friend ko sa championship game niya, against sa team mate niya na kalaban nung friend ko. He even gave important tactics to my friend who never listens to him. He was the coach 'di ba? So siya din yung umupo dun sa upuan ng mag-cocoach. Pretty obvious talaga.

Ang totoo, it wouldn't be a problem, kung 'di ko naman siya naiisip. I'm just pagod of falling and failing. So last night, I tried to write a song about what I had the whole day, but it wasn't worth it because I was laos (I lost my voice from all the screaming for my team mates). How I wish I could create a piece like that of Mojofly's Tumatakbo. Kaya rinereserba ko pa yung mga "kagagahan" ko ngayon para naman may maisulat akong lyrics sa kantang gagawin ko. Mas maganda kasi yung mga kantang nagagawa ko kapag "BIGO" ako e. Yes! Really true! I'm used to making songs when I'm mad/sad/frustrated/disturbed or whatever that puts a frown on my smiling face. With every dilemma that I live through, I wouldn't believe that the songs that I can make are made up of fake lyrics nor forged. All those are true and from the heart...and wherever the problem is, that's where my heart sings.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

12:17 AM

Wuzzup Huh?

I can't wait to watch "Forbidden Love". My classmates were going gaga over korean hunk, Jo Hyeon Jae! Image hosted by TinyPic.com

Well I had to admit I'm an addict to. Avid viewer to be exact. I can't get enough of the romantic scenes...too tempting to watch, and Mom even tried to knock me off the sala just to study (guess she noticed that I haven't touched my notes for more than a week already).
Walang gaanong balita sa life ko exept sa mga upcoming events na gagawin ko. I've got a whole bunch of "to-do's" to get done. Like my research paper, deadline is before the 19th and we haven't gathered our research data for a long time already. (actually, I just finished editing our questionnaire! Yikes, patay!). I'm getting ready for the tourn tomorrow. It's in Guimaras. I'll be seeing my pals from Sta. Barbara, not to mention some opponents too. I've got a leeteel pwoblem...my period arrived! Image hosted by TinyPic.com

Shocking! Got no choice but to beat those guys.

You know, by the way, I received another chain email from friendster and it says "pass this on to blah blah blah people...", I'm always known for breaking chain messages. Even through text. It's eating up my time. You know what? Don't fall for it, any chain message received does not measure your "swerte". I'm 99.9% sure! Like the one with the "die-family thing"? Hate it.

Hmm, who will be my inspiration for tomorrow? I guess, nobody again. I'd better spend my hours meditating alone than be insecure about my fight tomorrow. Prayer is more powerful, it's a weapon. And oh, I promised last time that I wouldn't cry again, coz if I did I'd loose! I lost many matches already, too many because I chickened out! Wish I could turn back everything that I've done with my tourns. Time to change my routines everytime there would be a competition!

If you ask me, am I happy about something? (Got reasons for my everyday smiles)

I'm happy about jamming with my friends today. I brought
"Murdah", my guitar at school today. Regie Ann had it "ayus", because
it went a bit out of tune after the Christmas Party last year. We sang a lot of
the smashing hits of the never-forgotten band, The Eraserheads. I wanted to revive
their songs just like the OPM artists that's doing it now. Actually, we started
reviving their songs in school in the First Grading Period. We were happy about
the album, "UltraElectroMagnetic Jam" that has been released just a few months
ago! I instantly bought the album.
Speaking of the Eraserheads, I was so happy seeing Ely Buendia

(lead-vocalist of the e-heads) on Home Boy. I pretended to be sick just
this morning. (I watched the "Maalaala Mo Kaya" episode last night and it was
heart-thumping! It captured my senses, that love isn't just about the
outside. Nakita ko kng pano nagkandarapa ang guy dun sa girl na may Polio.
May sakit yung girl at 'di makapaglakad ng maayos. Grabe yung
sinakripisyo ng lalaki sa kanya ha.) So I ended up waking up too late this
morning. Inatake pa ako ng asthma ko kagabi, kaya di na ako nakatulog ng
mahimbing. But even though I was absent, it was all worth it. Really! I saw
Cueshe, Rico J. Puno, Sponge Cola and the other bands that revived he
eraserhead's greatest tracks on TV playing my most fave songs from the e-heads.
What was surprising was seeing "Ely" on the screen again! He looked more "pogi"
from the last time I saw him. He was such a great composer, very relating yung mga songs niya. Like if I have plenty of problems, it's just a
button away on my player, it would comfort me from whatever weird,
unexplainable, unhappy feeling that I have. (Ssshh...I think I have a crush on
Mr. Buendia right now) Hehe.
Lastly, I'm happy cause it's friday. My all time fave day!
No-class tomorrow! You guys know what? I'm feeling a bit uneasy right now. I
mean why am I not so worried about tomorrow. Besides from not having enough
practice, I'm in a bad condition and...a bad mood right now. I still can't
feel any tension about tomorrow. Nasobrahan ata ng kakapanood at kakakinig
sa music ng Eraserheads. Yan tuloy, "No
Worries" Ahahaha! NaManhid tuloy ako!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

1:47 AM

Resolutions Resovled?

I'm have not fully recovered! My throat aches and my body wants to rest for a while from all my day-outs! I'm so full of stress. Well at least I de-stressed a bit by watching my all-time fave movie "The Ice Princess" (I'm a Disney girl that's why; I can relate much in the movie too). If I were to be asked in a beauty pageant about changing something about me? It would probably take the whole hour of the pageant if I could name all the things that I wanted to change about myself! Hmm...so this new year I'm changing...half of my list (note: these were some resolutions I failed to accomplish years before!):

1. To be Matipid. It's those hours of non-stop internet surfing that's driving my parents nuts, making my wallet empty and burning my hours alive! I haven't got enough surfing and blogging and everything that I can do online! Image hosted by TinyPic.com

I'm such a friendly blogger that's why! I feel bad everytime I can't touch the PC in a day! I can't greet my online buds, update my blog and open my friendster! But this year I'm gonna make it, big time! Big time for studying and doing my research work (as always expected by my research partner who's been whinning about me not helping her sometimes).

2. I have to be more responsible. Yep you guys read it alright! Responsible as in! I'm a bit of a no-care-cat! I don't care about anything that's happening at home. As long as I spend my internet surfin' sessions I can't stop it! It's like a disease!

3. Stay indoors, more of indoors. The 'rents can't handle me going in and out of the house. Everytime they hear the door bang, they get irritated a lot. They knew it, I'm going to the cafe again. (F.Y.I: my Mom made me was my own clothes, iron them and wash my own dish from now on; she said I needed it for collage) Shucks! Image hosted by TinyPic.com

It's gonna make me even sicker than ever! But anyway, look on the brightside! I'll be a trained 'lil girl by the end of it all!

4. Give 4x extra effort on my studies...every student I'm sure has this resolution by this year. Specially us graduating studs. Image hosted by TinyPic.com

I know it's gonna be pretty hard in the end if I don't get started (start getting serious about my studies).

5. Be more "ME" this year. It's normal. Sometimes we play pretend. But after I had my serious blog right here (which is "LICster"), I'm beginning to be more like myself. It's like letting out what you feel and learning a lot of things from other bloggers too. Share my emotions and all that I've been up to! It's making me complete everytime I tell someone about how I feel. And I had an advice from friendly blogger chynes, thank you once again. She said something about keeping it real and not trying to make an effort para mapansin. It's worthless. Tested and proven. (Read my post on "what?!" to know more about what I'm talking about; read the comments too!). This year I promise to really say what I want and tell everyone how grateful I am to be ME!

6. Never say the word: "Joke!". As I was reading through the pages of the Bible, I read a line from one of Solomon's Proverbs (I think). I can't memorize it but it says something about telling lies; and that's through pretending that what mean-thing you've said was just a joke. Example, if I tell you that you have the world's ugliest hairdo (which is obviously true-for example), then I say the word "Joke!" just so mabawi ko yung sinabi ko sayo at first; but truth is, what I said was true! Oh the shame...I've done it a gazillion times before! I confessed right after I read the line!

So these are just some of the things that I wanted to change about me this yaer. Hope mabawasan ko yung sungay ko! Ahahaha! Everyone of just has something to change, but it's not everytime we dislike oursleves we have to change it! No, don't do that! We just need to lesses the bad habit, the good and bad stuffs we do are the things that describe who we are. (READ: NOBODY'S PERFECT) It's a cliche, I know, you guys have read it countless times. And another thing, if our bad habits don't exist? The word "SORRY" won't be said. Happy New Year everyone!