Sunday, March 26, 2006

12:41 AM

Quite Busy

I'm quite busy right now...sorry guys for the VERY late update! Anyways, random stories muna ako...

Quick Fight

Zalvin and I had a quick fight! Good thing naayos namin before kami grumaduate! Alam niyo kung ano yung dahilan? Well, it's a sort of misunderstanding sa isang test. So happened na hindi kami nagpatalo sa pag-sasagot sa taecher namin sa Social Studies! Hehe...pero siya yung naunang lumapit...parang walang nangyari! Sabi niya "Nins, tapos na ba ang test?".
F.Y.I: Our petty fight lasted for 5 days ONLY...at least!

Results

The results are to be presented tomorrow! kinakabahan ako...the principal sent a letter to my parents, informing them to report to the principal's office tomorrow...[no guys, di ako nakipag-away ano?!]. It's about the deliberation results, may award daw ako. 'Di ko pa alam kung ano...hehe.

Why the late Update?

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Another reason why I didn't update is BUSY lang talaga ako sa school. Not school work but busy sa kakalaro ng Two Dips (Iya's dictionary: Two Dips-isang laro na inimbento lang at itinuro sa mga kaklase ko). Parang habulan kasi yun...basta, mahirap i-explain yung laro pero masaya kasi lahat kaming mag-kaklase ay naglaro at nanood din yung Department Coordinator namin! Nasisiyahan siya sa laro namin! Hehe

Tampuhan

My dad and I had a tampuhan dahil...nakalimutan ko na kung pano kami nag-away...di kami nagkikibuan for 4 days na...until ngayon. (mukhang napapasubo ako sa mga away ngayon a?) No, it's just because of my childish ways. Ganoon talaga ako pag kaharap ko na Dad ko. Para akong bata. Panganay among the three kids...yung ugali ko talaga pang BUNSO! Totoo! Yung bunso namin parang big brother ko kasi mahilig siyang mag-bigay ng advices na kala niyo na kung sinong matanda! Ahaha! Natutuwa talaga ako sa kanya at sa second-born naming kapatid kasi, parang eldest namin siya. Tawag ko sa kanya "Manong" e. "Father" rin tinatawag ko sa kanya, kasi pinasok siya ng Dad ko sa seminary! Ahaha, di naman magpapari yun.

Hay sana maayos namin ng Dad yan. Ako kasi yung closest sa kanya...siya yung nagbigay ng Nickname ko na "Winky"-galing din yun sa name niya e. Parang junior niya. Dami na akong pangalan dahil sa kanya, merong "Ikay, Kikay, Winkikay, Kiks, Hopia"...haaay nakakamiss siyang kausapin.

Yun lang muna for now..okai? Miss ko na rin kayo Bloggers! Promise! Di madaling di maka-update ha?! Lalo na't andyan pa rin kayo! Missed you guys!

Saturday, March 18, 2006

4:23 AM

sentimental flaws

I'm a bit sentimental right now. Got nothing to do. I dunno how to fill in the needs of my happiness, I'm just a bit obscure at this very moment. Confused like an idiot stuck in a city full of the unknown.

Whatever people say, I do accept. I'm a happy-go-lucky chic, well at te same time, a bit problematic (on second thought, you call that happy-go-lucky?). You might get confused with my personality, well me too.

This morning I was stuck at home. Nothing to do but dream the day away. I wasn't pretty sure about what I wanted in the future. Too much dreaming consumed most of my time. I was thinking about my future job, family, home and husband. I thought of silly thoughts like a little girl would. Little girls could always think of the impossible, because they have a lot of time to do the things they wanted and there was also more time for them to action on their dreams. Little did they know that they were dreaming of the unreachable.

I read my Candymagazine (Jan-Feb 2006 ish) and flipped the pages to the "Mission Maker". I'm still young (16), and I've got a lot of action to make, I read until I fell asleep. It was a fine siesta for me. I dreamt about somebody, really younger than I was. He was a chic-boy for sure, because I knew him. He was a friend of mine, a close friend of mine. In my dream, he was really close to me. Really special too. But in real life, I don't even know, what I was to him? (a friend, a foe, a special someone or just plain ate).

Suddenly my Dad came and asked me what was up with me staying all day in the living room all 6 straight hours!

Life stresses me so much, that it has been my routine to visit and update my blog and my blogistas. Very hopeful for some of the comments coming in. They put a smile on my face.

After that dream, I haven't talked to some of my friends, like Angel or any of my classmates. I just hate talking to people right now. It's like I'm out of the mood to do so. So I let it all out on this post. I'm just not up for the foodFest in the Plaza and I'm a bit worried that Angel must've been texting where I was. But nevermind, I might as well apologize tomorrow when I see her.

It was my decision to stay at home and get out after. I just don't want to see my close friends again, going out with their suitors. (You know that I never get fine suitors). All those who liked me were a bunch of liars. (ang babaw ng mga personality nila). I'm a virgo, and virgins are perfectionist (forgive me if i was). As I was saying I was just bummed with the fact that I never get fine suitors...well at least they're not players. And last night, I saw my friends with people whom I awas not familiar with. They were my close friends and I could not believe it, that one of them started flinging with somebody else--her ex saw them--eouch!. (an early summer fling).

Life is indeed that stressful, poor guy. He never got a perfect girl for him. That was okay, coz he had that perfect girl for him even just for a sec of his life. Oh I wish...

If I'd have a love life like that? I wouldn't want to love at all...If I would, not like that--forced.

Mind if I shift to a new topic? It's about well me. Who else? (joking)

These are my sentimental flaws. Moments that break and moments that take my time. I always tend to shift my mind to different possibilities. Deviating the mind and the heart. I'm a bit serious right now...got nothing to do but think, dream without action for a while.

I wanted to fade away for a while and invent a whole new me, but just couldn't. Like from the easy chic to the hectic chic...why do I wanna do this? Bacause I don't want to get sick of my life.

But as time passes, I never get to see the changes that I wanted. And I learned one thing...

"You can never run away from yourself...at the end of the day, it still finds you."

to be continued

Thursday, March 16, 2006

12:53 AM

Estorya ng Pagkainis

Enjoy reading these ahem (walang kwentang kwento) stories of non-stop irritation: Pasensya na nga pala kayo...just wanna share all the "poot" right now.

Music-inis

I got a bit irritated nung sinabi ng isang classmate ko one time na "Ano bang klaseng kanta yan, nakakainis pakinggan!". Opo, tama po yung sinabi ko, naiinis dahil sa isang kanta ng Pupil. I listened to it ng paulit-ulit because I loved it!

The story goes this way, today's a free-day for us seniors. Each one of us has some business to accomplish. We had separate computers with different melodies for the user's ears. I went to Pupil's site and kept on repeating the song "Nasaan Ka?" because it was a free-view on the site. Then suddenly my KSP friends kept on throwing awful words on air, nagpaparinig ba? (just to make me stop listening to Pupil's single). It so happened that their speaker wasn't working and mine does, so I listen to whatever tune I'd like to listen. It was none of their business anyway, and each of us has something to dig ourselves into, so why bother each other's business?

One of them said: "Ano bang klaseng kanta yan, nakakainis pakinggan..." (in a soft voice of corz)

I couldn't hold back what I felt coz I was a Pupil Loyalist. I really got hurt and I knew that it was their intention to make me stop listening to that song. They could always request me to change the song. So then I answered back: "Asan? kung sasabihin mo lang na panget yung sound e di sana pinalitan ko nalang ng maayos.", then they replied, "ah wala yun, kalimutan mo nalang".

So ayun, I still ended up stoping my "Nasaan Ka?" addiction. I still respect them, so I gave it to them, expecting that I could get mine from them. I changed it to their favorite song nalang so para wala nang away. Okay lang kung yung gusto lang nila yung masusunod.

Patience is always a virtue. I'm just letting out my inis as of now.

Research Madness

Naawa ako kay Jane. His thesis partner was nowhere to be found. Tomorrow's the final printing of our thesis...doomed!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

7:17 PM

Especially for Johanna

Hi Johanna! O, here's your VIP message. I enclosed some pics of Ely para dun sa gagamitin mo para sa layout...thank you so much for volunteering nagagawa ng layout ko ha?

Site Layout descriptions:

*Color: Blue, Pale Blue, sky Blue, Powder Blue (di loko lang to--basta any shade ng Blue basta light) and White, you could pick any color if you want sis, magaling ka naman sa color combinations e.

*All navigations on the left side naman para maiba...hehe.

*Title: ??? hmmm..."Ely's Pride" nalang siguro...^_^

*header: Eto na pala yung pics para sa pwedeng ilagay sa header, ikaw na pumili ng gagamitin mong pics ha?

Ikaw na pumili...^_^
Eto nga pala choices ko sa ilalagay na linya sa header kow...kung meron ka mas magandang line mula sa songs ng e-heads pwede rin sis...^_^
"Life is a Piece of Fruitcake" or "Ito ay Para sa mga Masa" or "Magkahawak ang Ating Kamay na Walang Kamalay-Malay!" or "Buksan Mo aking Mata, 'di Mo ba Nakikita?" or "Minsan Tayo ay Naging Tunay, Na Magkaibigan" or any song na sa tingin mo maganda para sa header. ^_^

*You could always ask me sa mga kulang dito ha?

Thank You!!!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

7:47 PM

Komiks at Karera

The Deliberation

The teachers are deleberating the distinguised graduates...I'm a bit nervous sa results. Sure do hope, I grab the medal, for instant-free-tuition.

Janine's story

Janine is one of my taekwondo mates here in Passi. She's currently admitted to the Hospital for her recovery. She sunk deeply into her emotions at linagnat ng biglaan. She lost last week in the tournament, and now she's suffering from depression plus the fever. Nag-away daw sila nung ate niya. Na-frustrate daw siya nung sinabihan siya ng ate niya na "Sayang at pumunta pa ako dito para lang mapanood ka! Pinahiya mo ako sa harap ng mga kaklase ko! Nakakahiya ka! Nakita ko pa kung paano ka niya [nung kalaban] pinatumba!". Ouch ansakit nga! Now tell me, sinong hindi lalagnatin niyan?

So we [Angel, Shelley and I], went to our local hospital to check if she was okay. She was supposed to play for the regionals then palaro comes after. She has to play! Sayang yung pera na maibibigay niya sa family niya. (and mind you...Janine's just 12 years old) Kapos daw sila sabi ng Mama niya. Kulang pa daw pera nila sa pambayad sa ospital. Kaya kukunin nlng sana nila yung pan-allowance ni Janine dun sa office ng Division Superintendent. Sana gumaling na siya...

Komiks

Zalvin and my classmates are upto something again. Reading a vintage comic book. I think Zalvin's got 4 editions. So they read and read and read. They're planning to sell it for P10K whoa! that's a lot of money. Yes! There are a lot of comic-addicts who'd die for comics! Zalvin's comics were no ordinay issues. It features the death of hundreds of superheroes...including spideyman (aawwch!). I wonder where the hell he got that? He's gonna earn thousands if he sets those comics for bidding.

Research Unlimited

Until now, my thesis isn't edited! Oooh! How I wish it'll all end.

Miss You Nika!

Nika? San kna ba? Sana matapos na yung pag-construct mo ng webbie mo pra nmn I could comment sa site mo...visit ka dito okay?

This exam will drive me NATs!

Tomorrow's our NAT exam. I haven't prepared for once! EEEk! Bahala na nga! MY classmates are more laxed than ever. They felt like it was the time of their lives! At least the teachers were busy even for a short moment!

Career Talk

My parents and I had a career talk just this morning. There were four campuses which I picked. UPV, JBLCF, WVSU and CPU. It was the 1st time my parents and I got together for a very SERIOUS matter...duh?

Anticipation

I wanna graduate with a medal! Now, who doesn't want to?

Friday, March 10, 2006

8:42 PM

I'm Bored

Boring Day

I consider this day, a major boring day. Just a few hours ago, I parted with my classmates. WE ate Batchoy at Ems, drank coke and took a few pandesal bites and immediately went different ways. Wala lang, ala lang talaga akong maisulat e. Kasi nabobore ako. God, I'm so sick of boredom. Angel's not practicing TKD today, Zero balance pa ako, all are but unlimited. Oh I just wanna sleep! But sleeping leads me to more depressions!

Anyway, my crush is here in the cafe. I didn't care much. After what I knew about him, why should I care? Right now, I'm trying to figure out the right school for me. I've passed a lot of schools here in Iloilo, but I'm still not satisfied. I couldn't go for JBLCF (a maritime school--yes puro pambarko dito) just for Taekwondo. I am uncertain with my career there.

Sir Victor will arrive any minute now...

The Medal

My classmates told me that I might get the medal for "Athlete of the Year". WEll I guess so...I was the most active athlete who represented our school in the SSC Department. So I'm looking after that medal. Sayang yun, I might grab the scholarship at CPU. Instant free-tuition.

Last year I was supposed to get a medal but, some of the faculty argued about it and decided to give the medal to my closest friend in HS. That really made me cry. Imagine, they took you off a medal. This year, I hope and pray that it doesn't happen again.

Bunsong Kapatid

I really wanted to get close to my best bunsong boy buddy in Taekwondo. He's got lots of friends in school but nobody knows how much special he is to me as a friend. He's funny, he makes me and Angel laugh a lot. That's why we wanted to get close to him all the time. I do hope he practices today. It could take off my lonesome mask right now. He's the funnniest member of the group. Actually, the-pinaka-chick-boy pa! Yeah he's really the coolest!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

12:43 AM

Nangyari na...so ano pa?

Research Proposal almost done
Hayy salamat! Our research paper is almost done! I've worked for it for months! And now...we're done! I could post agian weee!

Marfen's Birthday
Today's Marfen's birthday, she's now 17! Lucky her, she's got a year before her debut. Lucky her (again!) that their thesis is now O.V.E.R.. Muntik nga pala na-reject yung study nila. Due to wrong statistical tools used.

Jamming Time!
I get to jam with Zalvin once again! WE sang our all-time fave tunes from the "Eraserheads"! "Nasaan Ka" pa pala by Pupil still, may taste pa rin ng eraserheads. I missed Murdah (my guitar)!

This can't be?!
Hey, oo nga pala, ung tungkol sa crush ko dun sa last post ko...may "anak" na pala yun. O 'di ba dinaan ko lang sa biro. Pero totoo...bale wala lang sakin yung 3 years kong pagkagusto sa kanya. Tapos, malalaman ko lang pala na...may naanakan siya? People could laugh at me, tanong siguro kayo kung bakit medyo 'di ako nag-rereact...no it's not what you think na bale-wala lang yun sakin. I am shocked, I just don't wanna express it much. Ayokong umiyak. Besides, lalake lang yun. He's just 17, tapos, may anak na. Ala Jason ng Pinoy Big Bro. di ba?

Ayoko lang isipin ng tao na napaka-stupid kong pumili ng guy. I didn't expect what my classmates knew. I didn't care that much. Pero he said pa daw..."Kung anak ko man yun, ala akong paki-alam". If I was the girl, "babasagin ko talaga ulo niya". Kahit pa hindi ako yung naanakan niya, parang babasagin ko na talaga ulo niya. He had PMS! Then there goes the bunga of the PMSing. Then ayaw niya panagutan. I don't mind if I lose him, 'coz I never had him.

Maybe that's all for today. I'm going to sing my blues away I guess. No I'm not that frustrated. Mabuti nalang 'di ko siya official na BF ('lam ko naman na 'di mangyayari yun). Ang bilis kasi ng mga pangyayari, sasabihin ko pa sana dito sa post ko kung bakit I like him. Pero 'wag nlng, it's no use naman e. Nasira na siya sa mga mata ko. SO maybe that's it. Mixed emotions pa kasi ako ngayon e. Comment nalang kayo tungkol dito, ayaw ko pa kasing magbunyag ng iba pang issues e. Ingat kayo, kapwa bloggers! At mag-ingat sa illegal recruiters! (joke!) Mag-iingat lang sa mga lalake o babaeng hahangaan niyo, baka fake yan tulad nung sakin...[frown]

Quizzes

~What type of affection do your eyes hold?(Gorgeous ANIME pictures!!!)~

The affection in your eyes is
Sadness!!!
You tend to mope around
with your head down! You usually seem to have
a worried look on your face, meaning you are
waiting for something dreadful to happen, or
it has already happened! Sometimes you wonder
why you are like the way you are, and you
mostly want to change how you are, but it is
to difficult to erase the past! You usually
like to look at out a window, and imagine
yourself as those happy kids playing!

What element, and personality are you??((detailed results)) ~*^With anime pics of course ^-^ ^___^^*~

You are wind. You seem to be the leader and very
outspoken. You try to be nice, but sometimes
get so mad you could create a tornado!
Everyone seems to follow you and listen to
you, and sometimes you can seem like you boss
people around a lot. Just take the time and
think about other people. You seem to love
to control the people around you, and
probally intiminate people without even
realizing it. You do have your friends but
some people might not like you, plus you seem
to hold grudges a lot. But al l in all, you
seem very nice, just a little intiminating at
times

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The End.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

3:34 AM

Passed the UPCAT--Won Silver sa Tournament

Double event ako! Waa! I heard that the UPCAT passers will earn credit from the school. There are only eight of us who passed and my God I happen to be one of them. It's not that our school produces dumb-heads but, there are only about 24-30 students out of 4000 in the population who wanted to try the UPCAT. From the group, come to think of it, they're smart...smarter than I was. I admit it, I'm too lazy in burning the midnight oil. That's why I got out of the top 10 in class. I was busy with other things...I'me refering to TAEKWONDO.

This sport drives me nuts! Even though me and my instructor would have misunderstandings, I still love playing the sport! It's like I'm married to it! Whoa nasobrahan ata! But true!
Just a while ago...I won silver in the Mayor's CUP Regional New-Faces Taekwondo Championship. Even though I was this () close to GOLD. It was okay...I still won against other teams. (Tell no one, I haven't practiced for 3 weeks--due to my research paper which is due tomorrow.) I'm so happy! Doble saya! Passed the UPCAT and another blessing came...GOD was indeed merciful! Kaya first thing in the morning...our instructor prepared this mass for us...
Our streamers will be hung shortly. And I'm so happy tlga...I have my streamer in Taekwondo and the UPCAT.
So much blessing...but there's one more blessing that I'm always waiting for..."the recovery of my brother..." It was confirmed...my brother has typhoid fever.. sana gumaling na siya...
As of now, I kept dreaming about my crush. I had this DISEASE since 2nd year! I really admire him. He's collage now. Come to think of it, I'll be enrolling in the same collage where he's at! But too bad, I wouldn't want him...
Why? 'COz we have the same family names! But we're not closely related. Pero diba masama yun? Nakonsensya ako tuloy. But it wasn't my fault that I fell for him...
I'll tell you guys more about him on my next post. I'm really quite busy right now. Pinahabol ko lang to just to let you guys know bout what's happening ngayon.
Good luck nga pala sa mga mag-cocollage ha? Sabay tayo!

Friday, March 03, 2006

12:14 AM

I passed the UPCAT

Yes! I passed the UPCAT at last! Dito na yung mga results! Wahahaha! BS Biology's the course that I passed sa campus ng UPVisayas.

I've got no plans of enrolling sa UP. Pero okay lang...

Short Post lang po 'to kasi I've got nothing to say pa naman...medyo tinamaan pa ng dinamita sa utak hanggang ngayon sa sobrang pag-aaral...BOW.